Sometimes there is such a weight on me, that it's hard to even deal. If I knew adulting was this trying I would have savored my childhood. When we were kids we all couldn't wait to grow up and be adults. You can stay up as late as you want, party all night and do just about whatever else you wanted to do. We overlooked the extreme responsibilities that being an adult came with. We only viewed the fun side of it, and focused on that. Never realizing that there is a small array of fun and the rest of it is just overwhelming responsibilities.
You have to pay all of the bills even the ones that just don't make sense. You have to deal with a job you may not like, but it pays the bills so you have to go every day just to eat and put food on the table. In your 20's you're carefree just living day by day enjoying yourself. In your 30's you've actually found yourself and know who you are, and realize that your responsibility as an adult is more serious than you've realized.
I just want to take a break. Forget about the bills, stress… all of that. I need a much needed break from all of it. Just for the rest of today… Just wanted to get that out! #friyay #weekendvibes
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