Saying Goodbye

What do you say in the last moments before you separate when saying goodbye shatters your world? And how many times can your heart shatter into a million pieces? :(  I don't want to leave her here. I want her to come back to Arizona. I hate, I hate, I hate this soooo much. It hurts! And why did I grab only 2 pieces of kleenex, like that was gonna ever come close to being enough? I need the whole box. I'm surrounded by other passengers who probably think I'm insane crying like this. I'm starting to get a headache; I can't talk and it hurts to swallow...

but still the words have to be said, so I'll say it this way: Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have you at a distance. And no matter how deep the torment of departing is I would never pass up the opportunity to be with you so remember goodbyes are not forever nor or they the end, they simply mean I'll miss you until we meet again! MOMMY!